Anna

-first and forefost the pregnancy test came out negative :\
-my boss's boss came down (all in all not good)
-ciro and I haven't been spending a lot of time together lately
-almost down christmas shopping
-at work we had a bad stop (also not good) so we might get sued
-haven't done the meeting about alpm
-I feel sick
-roberts been let go
-I feel worthless (it shouldnt have happened again)
Well that's it...hope todays better

Rihanna Rehab Lyrics:

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept (?)
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Now ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

My ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Oh! You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

going really good with Ciro right now...it just sucks cause we have all these messed up hours and we hardly see each other. He has been working really crazy hours like going in at three and getting out at three in the morning only with a thirty minute break. Fucked up isn't it. Well things from the baby front might be in full swing. It hasn't been that time of the month for about a month now so...taking a test on Sunday...or tomorrow. See what the test says. Ahh I'm really excited. I asked Manny earlier what does he want for Christmas and he answers "to be a godfather". So hopefully. *sigh* Im going to work in a bit...wish I could say more so...yeah bye!

Frances

So a lots happened since my last blog.
Umm
I got married to the love of my life.
Its still Ciro Martinez.
Yeah I am now Mrs. Martinez.
Although its still Solis, since I haven't changed it.
But yeah things seem to be going good right now.
Ciro and I have had this emotional roller coaster of a marriage.
So okay we've been married since March 3, 2008
it's been 8 months going on 9.
Were actually trying to have a baby.
My parents are totally against it but hey we can handle it.
Plus it's something we've wanted for a LOOOONNNNG time
Sarah moved up to Austin and is starting to get serious with her now boyfriend Tomas.
Rachelle is turning 15 in like two days and she has this boyfriend named Johnny. OH YOUNG LOVE!
ha
umm let's see Dia just got glasses...she thinks she's one of us.haha
So it's like four in the morning the day after Thanksgiving and I really cant sleep.
My hubby is in the next room sleeping for work tomorrow.
I have bad insomnia.
So as much as it sucks, Manny is becoming a distant memory.
Like he's still considered my best friend but everything I've been through with Ciro good or bad hasnt been with him...it's pretty much been with my co-workers.
So yeah I work at Macy's....for about a year now.
Im working as a Loss Prevention Detective which is pretty cool since I hang out alot and get paid pretty well.
I'm trying to write some new poetry but nothing is really inspiring me at all. I tried winging it but I really cant get shit. So yeah this is the update. Hopefully I can continue writing in this.
♥
Frances

~Someone in my house DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO SING or PLAY THE PIANO
~Valentine's day was alright but it could have been better without certain people
~I think Sarah's on speed
~FUNNY MOMENT:My mom said it's like he was on speed...like she knew how it's like...funny if she does!
~I lost a pound yay!
~Straylight Run is freaken awesome to the extreme
~Hardcore
~I want my sister's blistex lipgloss...
~my stomach's growling...ha ha too bad
~I miss Manny to the extreme like super hardcore
~end~

~my hands are freezing, so im puttin them under my legs as I sit
~but now I am writing so they're getting cold again
~passed midterm for English with an 82, not bad, but could do better
~Halloweens over, and there isn't anymore candy in my candy box
~I miss watching scary movies
~I saw SAW 3 with Cheeto, Jeremiah, Cheeto's brother and girlfiend, and Gina
~I judged a junior high competition, it was awesome
~I have an hour and a half to be on whatever I want
~I saw my friend Angie for Teacher Acedemy right now
~boy in sweatpants...hot
~My throat hurts, I think I was screaming too much
~I want to go to Austin already or Corpus whatever
~DONE~

Im going crazy, I am so dying soon...I will cut myself til I bleed no more, Its a hurting thing that will escape once I leave...HELP...I scream, but no one helps, HELP, I scream in a longer, louder tone, still no one answers...it's up to you to save me or life as I know it is over...Rest in Peace-I made this up so you can see how suicide is important and if ignore the planet will have one less human...change their future, save a life...

Im here at school in the go center as usual...and Im so pissed off with myself because my first valentine's day was yesterday and I was sick. I got home with a huge headache from what I think is the paint and then when my mom tries to feed me I start well lets just say Im sick and I couldn't get up...I took a 3hour shower and when I got our Ricky called so I call him back and I regretfully say I got to cancel...so he calls back and tells me he's going to drop off the gift he made me and I say okay and get the chocolate dipped strawberries that I got him ready...I fell asleep as soon as I grabbed hold of the bed and knocked out...I hate myself...but Im so honored to have a bf like RIcky that cares!

Peace, love, drama, sound...gotta love it
--Frances

Well alright how long has it been? Margarito's all like update your lj and I was like oH my god alright!!!(Insert blond voice) So alright you want me to update allllready then...today Mr. G was all "Stop messing around and focus on the play...were opening in two weeks and the play isn't ready.." Then I hear the freshmen crew bitches laughing and what not...they weren't even supposed to be here...they are just here to take up space...damn I am serious Norbert...my lover Peter...Matthew and Joe are about the only people that do anything on set for the exception of Manny who is now not doing anything!!!JK so I going into the drama room and find them....check this out....jumping on boxes and on the computer...so yeah I felt obligated to yell at them...they are just like I said..taking up space. So that was my day...wow it's been a looong time since I've updated...it feels good!I love you Manny....But I love Peter my baby's daddy more...lol
--Frances Solis

Happy Birthday Manny....well belated but whatever...happy birthday to your brother too... So anywho...I can't wait to get back into drama...and school.  I wonder if there will be any more beef between people cause that kinda stuff would make me leave to another school. Well im not desperate anymore so no bot toy for me...just chilling with my peeps until school year ends! Well bye!

--Frances

So today was rather blah...Prom is rolling off of everyone's tongue now...including myself...I really don't know if I am going to prom with Marg but if not it's cool going with the ladies. Now I am freaking out that I might fail Gerardo because of all the work she gave us and her being gone for a freaken century. If I do fail I am truly sorry to everyone in Drama and especially sorry to Mr.and Mrs. Gomez who really depended on us. Now to get off subject a little...but have you ever noticed that you could have a great friendship and everything seems fine and then when you least expect it...it all goes to hell from there...I don't know what is going on but I have too much on my mind to think anymore about anything...OH and one more thing my prom dress is going to be white!:)Well that's all for now I have much to ponder!
--Frenchie

So after the 3A contest we (Joe, Gomez, Manny and Myself) went to El Dorado. Everything was fine...peachy... then that night I...got...sick!!! I got freakin Food Posion. And if that wasn't enough...my phone is fucking up...sometimes it works...sometimes it doesn't...so I better hurry this entry before I get disconnected...And if THAT wasn't enough I have feelings for some guy who probably won't give me the time of day because so far I have been getting the cold shoulder...and I really do care about him. I guess I'm feeling a little after-sickness because the doctor told me to be on the LIQUID DIET (you know Cambell's Noodle Soup and Gatorade). Well Im still sick and have been cramping all freakin day. So I can't help but hold my stomach so the pain would stop. So enough about my sickness here's a quick reminder Delila, I don't know what I'm doing on your birthday but if Im not doing anything important I'll go to Hooters with you bitches.. Hey is it David's birthday too...what's going on there? Well bye now!
--Frenchie

So sorry I haven't written in forever (two days seem forever to me),I was too busy having a life. Saturday kicked ass and Sunday was alright. Joe invited me to Sonic for food and I guess some fun. Like I've said before maybe I want a relationship instead of just messing around, even if it is just a few months. We'll talk about that subject later. So anywho competition is tomorrow and I not really nervous. Gomez told Adan and me that the state is moving up the TAKS so on the last day of testing right after school (if we advance) we'll leave(knock on wood). I found out my schedule for next year I got English IV, Government and Economics, Go team, Competitive Theater, Tech Theater, Criminal Justice and I think thats about it. Oh well until next time.
--Frenchie

So my day was roughly normal except for the fact stupid Davila and Pancho were saying stuff about Rollie, Manny, -----, Joel and myself. It was so gross and they wouldn't quit... so anyway found out today by Adan there is Drama Practice on Sunday from 2-5(I guess). I never thought I would say this but like I said before about not wanting a boyfriend well I might have second thoughts. I know I'm contradicting myself but I want someone to be with not mess around with. Well I really don't know I beginning to become confused the more I think about it. Manny sorry I haven't been there for you maybe I'm not such a good friend after all. Well I got to go...I have much to ponder!
--Frenchie