Anna

its been a bad week

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 19:19:37 GMT

-first and forefost the pregnancy test came out negative :\
-my boss's boss came down (all in all not good)
-ciro and I haven't been spending a lot of time together lately
-almost down christmas shopping
-at work we had a bad stop (also not good) so we might get sued
-haven't done the meeting about alpm
-I feel sick
-roberts been let go
-I feel worthless (it shouldnt have happened again)
Well that's it...hope todays better

Rhianna-Rehab

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 06:04:42 GMT

Rihanna Rehab Lyrics:

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept (?)
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Now ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

My ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Oh! You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Things are...

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 21:33:00 GMT

going really good with Ciro right now...it just sucks cause we have all these messed up hours and we hardly see each other. He has been working really crazy hours like going in at three and getting out at three in the morning only with a thirty minute break. Fucked up isn't it. Well things from the baby front might be in full swing. It hasn't been that time of the month for about a month now so...taking a test on Sunday...or tomorrow. See what the test says. Ahh I'm really excited. I asked Manny earlier what does he want for Christmas and he answers "to be a godfather". So hopefully. *sigh* Im going to work in a bit...wish I could say more so...yeah bye!

Frances

New blog

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 10:12:29 GMT

So a lots happened since my last blog.
Umm
I got married to the love of my life.
Its still Ciro Martinez.
Yeah I am now Mrs. Martinez.
Although its still Solis, since I haven't changed it.
But yeah things seem to be going good right now.
Ciro and I have had this emotional roller coaster of a marriage.
So okay we've been married since March 3, 2008
it's been 8 months going on 9.
Were actually trying to have a baby.
My parents are totally against it but hey we can handle it.
Plus it's something we've wanted for a LOOOONNNNG time
Sarah moved up to Austin and is starting to get serious with her now boyfriend Tomas.
Rachelle is turning 15 in like two days and she has this boyfriend named Johnny. OH YOUNG LOVE!
ha
umm let's see Dia just got glasses...she thinks she's one of us.haha
So it's like four in the morning the day after Thanksgiving and I really cant sleep.
My hubby is in the next room sleeping for work tomorrow.
I have bad insomnia.
So as much as it sucks, Manny is becoming a distant memory.
Like he's still considered my best friend but everything I've been through with Ciro good or bad hasnt been with him...it's pretty much been with my co-workers.
So yeah I work at Macy's....for about a year now.
Im working as a Loss Prevention Detective which is pretty cool since I hang out alot and get paid pretty well.
I'm trying to write some new poetry but nothing is really inspiring me at all. I tried winging it but I really cant get shit. So yeah this is the update. Hopefully I can continue writing in this.
♥
Frances

Stupid Sarah...

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 21:57:16 GMT

~Someone in my house DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO SING or PLAY THE PIANO
~Valentine's day was alright but it could have been better without certain people
~I think Sarah's on speed
~FUNNY MOMENT:My mom said it's like he was on speed...like she knew how it's like...funny if she does!
~I lost a pound yay!
~Straylight Run is freaken awesome to the extreme
~Hardcore
~I want my sister's blistex lipgloss...
~my stomach's growling...ha ha too bad
~I miss Manny to the extreme like super hardcore
~end~

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:17:11 GMT

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 22:38:08 GMT

staying in the valley...well kinda...

Recently...

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 19:04:35 GMT

~my hands are freezing, so im puttin them under my legs as I sit
~but now I am writing so they're getting cold again
~passed midterm for English with an 82, not bad, but could do better
~Halloweens over, and there isn't anymore candy in my candy box
~I miss watching scary movies
~I saw SAW 3 with Cheeto, Jeremiah, Cheeto's brother and girlfiend, and Gina
~I judged a junior high competition, it was awesome
~I have an hour and a half to be on whatever I want
~I saw my friend Angie for Teacher Acedemy right now
~boy in sweatpants...hot
~My throat hurts, I think I was screaming too much
~I want to go to Austin already or Corpus whatever
~DONE~

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 20:07:46 GMT

Well it has been a good week so far, I have lost a couple of pounds and gained them back and lost and gained, my bodies all weird...Well I miss High School more than ever but well it won't change so I should forget about it right? Oh Well I miss my best friend.. and well to be perfectly honest I know he is too occupied with is love life and school to care for is little old graduated friend...it's cool though I don't blame him at all...Well peace out...

Suicide

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 18:22:18 GMT

Im going crazy, I am so dying soon...I will cut myself til I bleed no more, Its a hurting thing that will escape once I leave...HELP...I scream, but no one helps, HELP, I scream in a longer, louder tone, still no one answers...it's up to you to save me or life as I know it is over...Rest in Peace-I made this up so you can see how suicide is important and if ignore the planet will have one less human...change their future, save a life...

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 22:05:02 GMT

I heart our drama company....even Bobby...Manny you best leave a comment you know I do this for you..so the play went really well and I really don't know if we have advanced or not...so manny about the 10 page essay on our friendship...well you more less know where I'm comming from now that you read the letter designed and written by me...hmmm so you know if we advance Im gonna buy you dinner and a movie...jk ha you got owned so love you all always...-SoundMaster 04-06

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 22:51:33 GMT

in drama...life sucks...i have a headache

Update

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 16:58:01 GMT

Im here at school in the go center as usual...and Im so pissed off with myself because my first valentine's day was yesterday and I was sick. I got home with a huge headache from what I think is the paint and then when my mom tries to feed me I start well lets just say Im sick and I couldn't get up...I took a 3hour shower and when I got our Ricky called so I call him back and I regretfully say I got to cancel...so he calls back and tells me he's going to drop off the gift he made me and I say okay and get the chocolate dipped strawberries that I got him ready...I fell asleep as soon as I grabbed hold of the bed and knocked out...I hate myself...but Im so honored to have a bf like RIcky that cares!

Peace, love, drama, sound...gotta love it
--Frances

Updating...

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:53:03 GMT

Well alright how long has it been? Margarito's all like update your lj and I was like oH my god alright!!!(Insert blond voice) So alright you want me to update allllready then...today Mr. G was all "Stop messing around and focus on the play...were opening in two weeks and the play isn't ready.." Then I hear the freshmen crew bitches laughing and what not...they weren't even supposed to be here...they are just here to take up space...damn I am serious Norbert...my lover Peter...Matthew and Joe are about the only people that do anything on set for the exception of Manny who is now not doing anything!!!JK so I going into the drama room and find them....check this out....jumping on boxes and on the computer...so yeah I felt obligated to yell at them...they are just like I said..taking up space. So that was my day...wow it's been a looong time since I've updated...it feels good!I love you Manny....But I love Peter my baby's daddy more...lol
--Frances Solis

Updating...

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 03:20:14 GMT

Happy Birthday Manny....well belated but whatever...happy birthday to your brother too... So anywho...I can't wait to get back into drama...and school. I wonder if there will be any more beef between people cause that kinda stuff would make me leave to another school. Well im not desperate anymore so no bot toy for me...just chilling with my peeps until school year ends! Well bye!

--Frances

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 20:51:03 GMT

Today is slow. I am watching INSIDE THE ACTORS STUDIO "The Simpsons" again on Bravo. Anyways I hope something exciting happens....oh well ta ta for now.
--Frenchie

Podering...

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 20:41:02 GMT

So today was rather blah...Prom is rolling off of everyone's tongue now...including myself...I really don't know if I am going to prom with Marg but if not it's cool going with the ladies. Now I am freaking out that I might fail Gerardo because of all the work she gave us and her being gone for a freaken century. If I do fail I am truly sorry to everyone in Drama and especially sorry to Mr.and Mrs. Gomez who really depended on us. Now to get off subject a little...but have you ever noticed that you could have a great friendship and everything seems fine and then when you least expect it...it all goes to hell from there...I don't know what is going on but I have too much on my mind to think anymore about anything...OH and one more thing my prom dress is going to be white!:)Well that's all for now I have much to ponder!
--Frenchie

Sick as a dog...(hee hee)

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 21:38:25 GMT

So after the 3A contest we (Joe, Gomez, Manny and Myself) went to El Dorado. Everything was fine...peachy... then that night I...got...sick!!! I got freakin Food Posion. And if that wasn't enough...my phone is fucking up...sometimes it works...sometimes it doesn't...so I better hurry this entry before I get disconnected...And if THAT wasn't enough I have feelings for some guy who probably won't give me the time of day because so far I have been getting the cold shoulder...and I really do care about him. I guess I'm feeling a little after-sickness because the doctor told me to be on the LIQUID DIET (you know Cambell's Noodle Soup and Gatorade). Well Im still sick and have been cramping all freakin day. So I can't help but hold my stomach so the pain would stop. So enough about my sickness here's a quick reminder Delila, I don't know what I'm doing on your birthday but if Im not doing anything important I'll go to Hooters with you bitches.. Hey is it David's birthday too...what's going on there? Well bye now!
--Frenchie

Boyfriend or no boyfriend that is the question...?

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:21:03 GMT

So sorry I haven't written in forever (two days seem forever to me),I was too busy having a life. Saturday kicked ass and Sunday was alright. Joe invited me to Sonic for food and I guess some fun. Like I've said before maybe I want a relationship instead of just messing around, even if it is just a few months. We'll talk about that subject later. So anywho competition is tomorrow and I not really nervous. Gomez told Adan and me that the state is moving up the TAKS so on the last day of testing right after school (if we advance) we'll leave(knock on wood). I found out my schedule for next year I got English IV, Government and Economics, Go team, Competitive Theater, Tech Theater, Criminal Justice and I think thats about it. Oh well until next time.
--Frenchie

Wazz up...

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 00:26:01 GMT

So my day was roughly normal except for the fact stupid Davila and Pancho were saying stuff about Rollie, Manny, -----, Joel and myself. It was so gross and they wouldn't quit... so anyway found out today by Adan there is Drama Practice on Sunday from 2-5(I guess). I never thought I would say this but like I said before about not wanting a boyfriend well I might have second thoughts. I know I'm contradicting myself but I want someone to be with not mess around with. Well I really don't know I beginning to become confused the more I think about it. Manny sorry I haven't been there for you maybe I'm not such a good friend after all. Well I got to go...I have much to ponder!
--Frenchie

So-So

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 02:00:42 GMT

So today was alright. Manny, Joe, and Myself with the two pot-smokers(Rollie and Ramiro) are going to be site crew for 3A Zone. I guess...but whatever I don't really care I can't wait til we perform in District; and your right Manny "they" are no competetion. Anywho don't have much to say it has been a slow day(but fun)!!
--Frenchie

Kinda Boring

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 03:26:47 GMT

Today was rather (well let's just say not good or bad). So our competition according to Manny is "Over the River..." and "Limbo"(I guess). Can't wait til the week ends so I could rest or party (whatever comes first). Manny hope your sister is okay and here's a little tip (stay in school) and (don't drive druck), Hee Hee. I was possessed today and you all know the reasons Adan and Manny I really don't know what came over me. It just sort of came out, but I apologized to both of them for my odd behavior and they thankfully accepted.
Well I can't wait for distict. That's all folks!
--Frenchie

Competition

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 04:00:29 GMT

So today was competition, it was nerve wrecking I wanted to just scream but I never did. I was worried because first my explosion cd was missing, then it was getting closer and closer for our performance, I messed up in sound (thanks everybody who cheered me up), and then the anticipation of who advanced. Delila, Erika, Sandra thanks for supporting drama. I got all mixed up in what I was supposed to do with the stopwatch; I didn't know if I was supposed to time sound even though it was already low in time or the play. Then stupid Adan would open the curtains before he was supposed to and the actors got all mad but they let it go. So we advanced people, I'm so happy I wanted to cry. Everyone got focused before we performed and then I realized this company is really dedicated and when it's time to perform it's no laughing matter. When I messed up sound everybody got on my case and making me fell worst than I was already, but then some of the guys and girls from drama said it was alright and not to worry about it.
Well I'm done explianing my day so see-ya!
--Frenchie

I'm happy

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:22:30 GMT

Well yesterday went rather odd. So Manny dragged me to the BBQ and didn't really care if I got my reading done... shows how much you care Manny. Well we had fun...kinda awkward...but fun. Then when I got home I got a phone call and he ended up coming over, we "talked". Which brings me to these questions: What we are to each other?, and If it's going anywhere?, but why ask? I like the excitment! Well today was really smooth just sat behind my sound and getting up occasionally for set timing. I can't believe on Tuesday we are going to compete. Well I guess thats it for now.
--Frenchie

Thinking

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 23:55:51 GMT

So today was rather blah. It was boring and that oh so special person made it a whole lot better. Its amazing what a smile can do. So went to drama and watched a couple of plays and later Mr. Gomez is having I guess a get together/BBQ at his house. I wasn't really up to it because I have a lot of reading for my English class to finish but Manuel just had to go so I guess I'm going. Well until I write back.
Frenchie